My Lord,

For the past two days, I've been in the blue season. It doesn't last long. Just moments of daydreams and longing. And as I sit here on the sofa reading my Dr. Stanley devotional, it (the mood) begins to pass by. I long to be with Jesus, my Savior. I want to be faithful and see what He does for me. Not for any reward but because I love Him so. In this flesh, I will have moments like this. I am human and we were created for love. However, it is my deepest heart's desire to have all my love directed toward my Prince. The one who saved me and promised me peace, along with so many other wondrous gifts. He is faithful and this I know for sure. Right now, in this moment, I feel His love and His presence. He knows my every thought and that comforts me beyond words. With Him and in Him, I am me, completely who He created me to be. Not what the world sees or assumes, but authentic in His loving eyes.

Eternally yours