My Lord,
Thank you that I am a Christian. I still look at my life and marvel at who I am and what you've done to transform me from the inside out. You've completely recreated something new in me and I wouldn't have guessed in a million years that I would be so freaking happy and so freaking content. Nor did I ever think that I would be so freaking in love and it's so incredible to me that it does not involve sex!
I'm so in love with you My Lord. You so love on me and I get giddy inside like a little girl anticipating what you're going to next in my life. I have no idea what's coming and I'm super excited inside that I'm bursting at the seams. I don't know who I'm going to marry but I'm completely trusting you and waiting on you. I have no idea where I'll be moving to next, but I'm completely trusting you and waiting on you. I have no idea what my next career will be, but I'm completely trusting you and waiting on you. I have no idea what my expenses will be after retirement and if I can manage them, but I'm completely trusting you. I have no idea about the day of salvation for those that I've prayed for and continue to pray for, but I'm completely trusting you. I have no idea if Grace Brethren will be my church home for many years to come or if you'll relocate me, but I'm completely trusting you.
I want your will and your best!!! There are countless areas of my life that I'm leaning into your loving arms and trusting you and waiting on you. BUT the best thing of all is the fact that my eternal home is secure in YOU! #Hallelujah! One less thing for me to concern myself with!!!
Father, thank you for Amy's sweet spirit. She wanted to sit next to me and we sat in the front row during this morning's service. We were praising you with both hands up and we were attentive to your word. We were taking notes and we were meditating on what an awesome God you are!
The word was so profound and it was reaffirming what I already know and believe. I'm chosen by you, loved by you and accepted by you. I am special in your eyes and nothing I do will take away the love that you have for me. YOU LOVE ME AS IF I'm your only daughter and I feel that love each and every day.
THANK YOU!
Eternally yours
