Father, today was a good day. I love when I'm doing what I know to be Your will. Today was so Holy Spirit filled. I went to the Prayer and Care at church. I kept my word, not to eat. I'm trying to fast from eating and drinking on Mondays until after our prayer time. I'm making this commitment from one week to the next. THANK You for Your Grace and that because of Your Beloved Son, Jesus, we are no longer under law.
The prayer time...oh my goodness...so yummy! We didn't sing this time, but we cried...
WE LOVE AND TRUST YOU! Our tears are not doubt, just heartfelt adoration that we are praying to the ONE who Hears and the One who Cares! Yes, that brings us to tears.
Later, I went to the library to print the Bible Museum tickets. It's our family field trip this coming weekend, Lord Willing! SO EXCITED!
After that, I came home to work from here in a comforting environment in which YOU have blessed me. I don't have to report into the "office" and I get to be myself and SHINE for YOU!
Yes, this stuff is really nice, makes me smile and gives me a temporary sense of security. I love the waves, the view and the scripture promises all over the walls. I love my family pics and the memories displayed in every single room. I especially love that I can do laundry inside. When I was in Ghana, I washed one piece at a time in the sink. GRATEFUL that we had a sink there as most people in the villages do not.
I love living here. I love that YOU meet me here and I love that I get to sit in my sacred space, my GOD space and feel a ginormous hug from YOU! I'm still in love with YOU!
Thank YOU! I love everything that I just typed above, but NOTHING holds me here other than the plans that YOU have for my life. I don't have a reason for staying/desiring to go on another single day, other than YOUR WILL is my only reason for living. I do not know exactly how it will continue to unfold and I have absolutely no idea what tomorrow will bring, BUT after spending the past 9 years getting to KNOW YOU, I don't have to have all the answers. After spending the past 9 years getting to KNOW YOU, I know that I will not have all the answers. I will have to TRUST you and I'd rather do that than to trust in myself or man.
"For this is how God loved the world; He gave his one and only Son, so that everyone who believes in him will not perish but have eternal life." John 3:16 NLT
LIKE Peter said, Lord, where else would I go, who else do I have?!!
I'm all Yours, willing, humbly, gratefully...
Eternally
