My Lord,
Good morning. "How are you today?"
I'm so sorry that's it's been so long that I've asked you that.
Exhale....
Please help me to slow it down...
Thank you for yesterday's bliss....repeatedly....and the ability to cry.
It still amazes me that some people cannot cry.
Thank you for the unexpected visit yesterday from Jackie and Jackie #2. They bought gifts! I specifically asked for no gifts. "NOT one single thing!" I just don't have the space.
#I'm so glad that they ignored my wishes. SO, so glad! Lol
They bought me a cute little butterfly chalk board. A flutterby butterfly feeding kit and a #Butterfly House!
I simply cried. I hugged them at least 10 times each and I just cried feeling so loved and so grateful.
And then we headed to church. I'd completely forgot that it was our turn this month. So happy that the girls minded because it was "cook out" day. So yummy. My first burger in about 3-4 months. It was good! I got to eat and fellowship with Stephie :-)
I got to decorate the cupcakes and lick my fingers. Yummy dream sickle!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thank you for all the hugs that I get from church. I got to thank the Anderson family again! I was so happy that Alfi and Cassie came to bible study. I just love our Pastor and our Wednesday night group...heck...I just love my church and my church family #period!
So loving our new study. It's bringing up a lot of emotions, thoughts and feelings about my past, who I used to be and how I used to live, think an react as opposed who you're creating me to be for you! Lord, please keep doing the work you're doing in my life. I CANNOT DO IT ON MY OWN! I just can't!!!!!
Thank you for getting me home just before dark. I love you for that. Thank you that I'm still a bit anxious inside for reasons only you know and that it is causing me to continually bring those feelings to you!
Thank you for the shelter and provisions!
Thank you that Karen and I are friends and that she is concerned about how I'm liking my new space. Please bless Lesley this weekend on her retreat! Can't wait to see her on Monday.
Can't wait to fellowship with Tonya real soon...and so many others. Prayerfully in July after my travel dates. Father, again...please give me rest and balance. I have an action packed schedule, but you ultimately control my steps and direct my path. I would not want it any other way!!!!!!!!!
Prayer Request: Susie, the Doyle's, Davey, Robin and Kara.
In your son's precious name, Amen.
Eternally yours
