My Lord,

Thank you for Church this morning.  The message, as always, was just what I needed.  Ray has a way of expressing his love for you in such a compassionate way.  He says his spiritual gift is Mercy. I'll never forget when I met him for the first time last September.  Just spending one evening in his Wednesday night bible study filled my spirit and I've been going ever since.  Then again, Father, you used Him to draw me nearer to you and again, I say, "Thank you."

Today he preached on Suffering.  Lord, please forgive me.  I ask in your precious name that you accept my apologies and keep me as the apple of your eye...still.

You know the area where I struggle the most and after today's sermon, I feel like such a silly, immature Christian.  Jesus SUFFERED for me.  My so called, "Suffering" is nothing and I mean nothing, compared to His selfless gift to me. 

When I get irritated, frustrated, uncomfortable, and upset about the things you've called me to do...when I'm complaining, pointing fingers, judging and not being of any use to you, Father, please tap me on my shoulder...hit me upside my head if need be, and remind me of who I am in the big scheme of things.

THIS LIFE IS NOT ABOUT ME!!!

Lord, keep me focused on the BIG picture.  Suffering is something we as Christians should participate in, rejoice in and rest in.  All things are for YOUR Glory and yours alone.

Eternally yours