My Lord,

Good morning. I am currently having my oil changed and the fumes are truly interfering with my cold. I can barely breathe. Lol I'm exaggerating but I'm not feeling well and like a kid would say, "I wanna go home."

This is certainly one of those days where a mate would come in and care for me and my car. But Lord, I'd rather get out of my sick bed and run errands at my worst than to be with someone that you haven't chosen special for me.

Next I'm going to Walmart to get the Whitley twins a birthday gift. Chrissy invited me to their 7th birthday party tomorrow and I'm super excited to see everyone. I do miss my old church family but you know my heart God and I didn't want to remain there just because I loved the members.

I'm so happy that I stood by my decision. I truly believe that you cannot use me if I live in fear and if I desire to please man more than I desire to please and obey you.

Father, let nothing come between you and I. We've come to far. You have blessed me, loved me, protected me and FORGIVEN me way more than I deserve.

Eternally yours